It's been three weeks since Kathie left and walked into that field of Merry Wishers. Hannah was waiting there to take her hand and start on a new journey. One day I'll find them them waiting for me.

The celebration a couple of days ago was really nice and Kathie would be proud of everyone that spoke and she would be both pleased and embarrassed at the number of people that were there. Old friends from school, neighbours, friends, friends of friends, co-workers, and, of course, family. The stories about Kathie from before I knew her were funny and touching but every word was pure Kathie.

I was back at work today for the first time. It was hard to ride the elevator up and walk into the office. My team made it easy and treated it like any other day. I am thankful for that. Today I also made dinner for just Allie and I for the first time. It was quick and easy and that was about all I could manage.

Actually, that might be all I can manage for tonight also. I've been staring at the screen for about 20 minutes and nothings coming. I miss Kathie and Hannah very much. Some days I just seem to go through the motions. Other days are easier. I don't know that it's gotten easier, it sure hasn't stopped hurting.

Lots of Love,

Tore, Allie, Beautiful Angels Kathie and Hannah